Is his name Dick? ... No...It's Rod.

9:14PM - bleh.

having trouble finding inspiration to practice.
weird funk. im kind of hitting this weird time in my life
where i really have no idea what im going to be doing
some years from now. im trying to get away from things
i thought were poisonous to me, but now im not so sure of
it...

just all around strange feelings.

4:00PM

yo today i got a rib roast smacked into the back of my head in an act of retaliation since i slapped a fellow 'team member' in the face with a sausage..it ruled except for the fact that i smelled of beef for the remainder of the day.


other than that, everything is just dandy..

10:57AM - yes.

i start drum lessons again. i will become a hermit and do nothing but practice. fuck you all. hah

1:39AM - show

wednesday wednesday wednesday oct 19 @ grow room on okie street
come rip it with a fantastic night of buns rock:
mouth of the architect, late night prayers, throwing shrapnel and dave & steve.
come on son!

2:37PM

my car got stolen at work the other day. tomorrow i pick up my new car. stoked!
also, everyone should go to the safari lounge on sept. 2..come see shaun unburied, and dave and steve as well.

9:22AM - AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh

what the fuck man. today is going to suck.
lastnight sucked..josh's equipment broke, didnt get to play.
my wrist sucks. its getting kind of scary. i constantly have pain
in one area in my right wrissssssssssst. i think i need to get
it checked out.
now i get to go to hellhole usa 10:30-7, possibly 9. and then i get
to work at 5:30 am tomorrow. this fucking rulesss.


hah!@teds

1:44AM - man...

..my back is getting hairy..thats kind of shitty.
but hey, dave and steve is playing friday 8/19 at cathartic records hopefully..everyone should go and have fun with us.

2:58AM - ouch

i hurt my right wrist somehow...i dont know how, but when i bend it, it hurts. i guess ill have to have it checked out. other than that, fancy fest was fantastic.

9:17PM - yo!

everyone should come to this show.
Fancy Fest 2005 Providence


Announcing Fancy Fest 2005 providence

August 5&6th:as220 on empire street in providence, RI
August 7th???????????

Festivities will include(and not be limited to:

over twenty bands, vegan potluck lunch buffet@noon on the 6th., sidewalk distro sale.great people and great times.SURPRISES!!!

here are just a few bands you can expect to see there.
Day one

The Fuzz
all those opposed
Nefarious
Ninja vs. Wrestler
Fourhorse
The lasers
feed us fetus
Nick Bishop

Day two

An Albatross
Honeyhander
AQUI
mahi mahi
white mice
Yip-yip
Spheres
Sweet Thieves
the butcherings
Bug-sized mind
hya kcha
soviet mind game
dave and steve!!

Broken brown and the Rainbow cowboy?

Day 3???????


1st day-$6.00

2nd day-$10.00

Both-$12.00

discounts for those who donate to the potluck.


everyone should go! its sweaty p and i's first show, and we want to see friends there! it's our first real show( although we played a house show once before).

i ate at nordic lodge today. everyone should go there, too.

8:48PM - everyone..

...can get your faces fucked.



maybe one day ill be cool enough for ya.

10:46PM - whoooooa

a vast amount of things have been happening. been working like a fool at a job that discusts me, but i guess the money is decent for me. im trying to get myself out of a financial hole so i can buy a van.
ive also come to the realization of something/someone of extreme importance to me is the reason for the void in my life. its shitty realizing the (enormous) mistakes you have made, and knowing you cannot fix it to improve. but at the same time..is there even really anything about myself that someone would find desirable ( not physically..but thats a whole other issue)...
but those two days a week that i get to practice for about 6 hours is awesome. it helps me deal with certain things, and of course its fun as hell. music has been more important in my life than ever before..its almost like a coping device. but not just that..its so many other things.

LAME..


ps- fuck tim brown.

12:17AM - oh dip.

12:08PM

i think ive been reassured that i strongly dislike about 90 percent of the people that ive ever met.. people are pathetic, especially a lot them that i saw on friday.

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haha. too bad these are for straight pussies who are too afraid to get clobbered, so they use them in hopes of being tough. off to work.

12:33PM - worst day ever.

my schedule for tuesday feb 22.

-8;30 am go to dentists thinking nothing major will happen.but of course not. they inject me with 3 humungous shots of novocane. atleast it didnt hurt that bad, but sucked none-the-less.
-they then leave me in a chair for about 10 minutes until the whole right side of my face gets numb. and that wasnt all that bad.
-but then it got bad.
-they then take the wisdom tooth out. but they do it in the worst possible way imaginable.
-they stick this instrument between my gum and the root of my tooth and push down to wedge this thing out. whoa.
-to make things worse, they had some russian girl who must have been some sort of an apprentice helping the dentist. i didnt understand a word she was saying.
-now my face is bleeding, and still numb, even though all of this was done between the hours of 9-9;30 am., and it is now 12;40 pm.
-now this is what tops the cake. im already pissed off that i have to work today. so i go outside, hop in my car and...awesome! the thing doesnt fucking start. how awesome am i? not awesome at all. today is going to be a great day.


and..and the dentist charged me 180.00 for a half hour of their time. and that was the 'discounted' price because i dont have insurance.

11:16AM - man.

just work all the time nowadays. kind of sucks, but whatever i suppose.
not much to say except Sweaty and I's band will take over...hopefully.
haha.

11:44AM

ive been working way too much lately. thank god i have a day off tomorrow. it kind of sucks because because by the time i get up its too early to play, and by the time i get home from work, its too late to play. what the hell. its a big cluster fuck. i need to be in a band too. im seriously fucking sick of doing nothing. blah.

3:44PM

my dad is listening to joy division. hah.

4:47PM - yes

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11:31AM - finally!

got a job at whole foods.

2:24PM - oi! oi! oi!

damnit! what the fuck...i wanted to be a chaos punk..god..


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haha. yes.